Black Sun Episode 0

[IskatuMesk]

Twelve years have passed. Twelve years since I took up the hammer and the anvil. Twelve years since my time in this life began. My time in modding has been rife with conflict and hatred. Hatred not only for the people around me, but the people beyond me, those who could never be touched by my anger. Yet still the anger burned.

During the past year and a half I have lived a life of absolute hell. Psychotic breakdowns and multiple suicide attempts are all I have to show for a previous two-year fiasco with mental healthcare and prescription drugs. At the apex of 2010 I underwent months of absolute despair and rage. Individuals made actions, perhaps unaware of the potential impact of these actions, that triggered one amongst a thousand retributionary reactions.

There will be no "turning around". There will be no "revolution". There shall only be the fires of creation, and the ashes of forgotten futures.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0ZmMkdB5eM

No, fuck you. I don't want to hear it again. Take this for what it is: a fool trying to cling to an old dream that never died with his mortal life. Nothing more. Nothing less. It will fail like all other attempts ever have. I know this. I accept this.

[High_Zealot]

I like when people know how to accept failure. I have a hard time accepting it.

Also, when it "fails" is going to be public for us or not?

[IskatuMesk]

After the theft of AO's content I stopped releasing projects publicly.

[Archangel]

I was getting worried for you.

Glad to see you're still kicking.

Your failures remind me of my failures.

Yay.

[Falchion]

Y'know, pesky Mesky... Good you're making a visit. CC was quite dead without your ranting and trolling.