Tango with the devil

[IskatuMesk]

Ten years ago I started modding and ten years later I retired without having completed a single project. The onset of schizophrenia and a variety of personality disorders have skewed me from the start and left me here without a purpose to be. Many times I've said I'd leave the community and several times I have had extended absences. Now I have deleted all of the laughably miniscule data I had in the Doackendium and am prepared to take the final step I need to seclude myself for good.

Really, I haven't modded for close to two years. Not seriously, anyway. You had AO, which was a disaster, ITAS' ressurection which was an even greater disaster, various biblical failures on other platforms and other rubbish. I had planned to release TOA, once finished, on CC as a publicly free viewable material. Of course, TOA will never be finished, so I've renounced my intentions to try to finish it. There's just no fucking point in trying to do anything anymore, and likewise, no place remaining here when all I do is attract the ire of half the staff and visitors.

I'm just like Palin, without the administration. I came and left, and by coming, I brought nothing, and by leaving, I take nothing. A wordless passenger aboard a train to hell.

I've left my Epic Video Guide thread up and leave the fate of my FTP in the hands of Lavarinth. What he chooses to do with that is up to him, so half of my videos might not work anymore, along with all of the links to my music and voices and other misc garbage. I presume the Doackendium will soon be deleted, so get what you want while you still can.

[Lavarinth]

I made you an epic Joomla site!!! Nooooooooo!!

[Marco]

Your thread names are always unusual. 

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Just take a bit of time to evaluate the situation though.  You get these emotional flare-ups and tend to over-react.  I know you're probably pissed at Lavarinth, but don't let his ebb and flow disturb yours.

[AA7Dragoon]

Um... Er... Well, better get emulating!

You promised!

[Lavarinth]

What'd I do? Yeesh.

[Marco]

What'd I do? Yeesh.

I was assuming it was cause you deleted that Left 4 Dead topic, since just a few minutes after that he announced he was leaving.

[Lavarinth]

Oh, that was from wibod, not Isk. Although I did unlock the thread he locked.

[Marco]

Yeah I know.  I think you reacted normally under the circumstances.

[Rocco]

Bye doack

[FlyingHat]

Oh what's this, the wielder of the mancatcher is disappearing from this world?

Not much to say here.... Goodbye, and I greatly enjoyed your many videos and unfinished mods.

[Lavarinth]

Bye's Isk... For now. <3

[Mucky]

I'm just like Palin

I miss Palin.

[Lavarinth]

I'm just like Palin

I miss Palin.

Banned.

[Marco]

I'm just like Palin

I miss Palin.

Sarah Palin that is!  /highfive

[Mucky]

Sarah Palin that is!  /highfive

I just knew someone would do this.

You know what, Desler? Fuck you. I've had it with you. You're going to feel some real power now.