Tango with the devil
Posted: Mon Nov 24, 2008 11:04 am
Ten years ago I started modding and ten years later I retired without having completed a single project. The onset of schizophrenia and a variety of personality disorders have skewed me from the start and left me here without a purpose to be. Many times I've said I'd leave the community and several times I have had extended absences. Now I have deleted all of the laughably miniscule data I had in the Doackendium and am prepared to take the final step I need to seclude myself for good.
Really, I haven't modded for close to two years. Not seriously, anyway. You had AO, which was a disaster, ITAS' ressurection which was an even greater disaster, various biblical failures on other platforms and other rubbish. I had planned to release TOA, once finished, on CC as a publicly free viewable material. Of course, TOA will never be finished, so I've renounced my intentions to try to finish it. There's just no fucking point in trying to do anything anymore, and likewise, no place remaining here when all I do is attract the ire of half the staff and visitors.
I'm just like Palin, without the administration. I came and left, and by coming, I brought nothing, and by leaving, I take nothing. A wordless passenger aboard a train to hell.
I've left my Epic Video Guide thread up and leave the fate of my FTP in the hands of Lavarinth. What he chooses to do with that is up to him, so half of my videos might not work anymore, along with all of the links to my music and voices and other misc garbage. I presume the Doackendium will soon be deleted, so get what you want while you still can.
Really, I haven't modded for close to two years. Not seriously, anyway. You had AO, which was a disaster, ITAS' ressurection which was an even greater disaster, various biblical failures on other platforms and other rubbish. I had planned to release TOA, once finished, on CC as a publicly free viewable material. Of course, TOA will never be finished, so I've renounced my intentions to try to finish it. There's just no fucking point in trying to do anything anymore, and likewise, no place remaining here when all I do is attract the ire of half the staff and visitors.
I'm just like Palin, without the administration. I came and left, and by coming, I brought nothing, and by leaving, I take nothing. A wordless passenger aboard a train to hell.
I've left my Epic Video Guide thread up and leave the fate of my FTP in the hands of Lavarinth. What he chooses to do with that is up to him, so half of my videos might not work anymore, along with all of the links to my music and voices and other misc garbage. I presume the Doackendium will soon be deleted, so get what you want while you still can.
